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Mar. 9th, 2007 @ 01:28 pm Update
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I have decided to start to name my photos. This one is titled '6pm':



In case I didn't mention it, and you couldn't guess from the photo, I have started another round of IVF, so I'm now poor, stressed and hormonal. The IVF trifecta.

I had my second ultrasound yesterday and after skipping it for 2 days, they put me back on Puregon (50IU). I am to continue the Repronex (1 vial) and Suprefact at .2mL. I go back for more bloodwork and another ultrasound on Saturday, at which time they should have a better idea when I'll be triggering, but I'm figuring Monday or Tuesday...

Oh ya, the follicles - 4 or so that are measuring between 1.1cm and 1.4cm and a total of 62 smalls!! May I please have a couple more of those mature, and the rest just go away quietly? Okay, thanks.

I forgot to get my bloodwork E2 results, but I'd assume if it was way too high they would have mentioned it.

Did I mention I'm stressed? I'm having the freakiest dreams. Three nights ago hubby and I were walking on the cottage road, and there were black bears and timberwolves all around. They weren't bothering us, then a brown bear came along and started following us. We escaped because I dropped my shoe and he was distracted eating the shoe laces (WTF??)

Two nights ago, I woke up in a panic, because I dreamt I ovulated and the cycle was a bust.

Last night, there were 7 bunnies in the back yard and I couldn't stop watching them (what the hell?)

I really need to learn to relax.

some content x-posted to ivf.
Who does she think she is?
calvin faces
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From:glowy_lovers
Date:March 9th, 2007 07:41 pm (UTC)
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All positive thoughts heading your way :)
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From:neeroc
Date:March 12th, 2007 03:07 am (UTC)
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I'll leave that up to you, I'm too busy freaking out *g*
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From:h3artshap3d_b0x
Date:March 9th, 2007 07:54 pm (UTC)
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Good luck to you.

You are braver than I am, I could not mentally go through this.

Are you the one on my list who plays the Sims games? Ugh, I can't remember.
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From:neeroc
Date:March 12th, 2007 03:08 am (UTC)
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I'm leaning more towards stubborn/stupid over brave. Some days I'm at the end of my rope.

I do play the Sims, but I don't have any of the 2 expansion packs - sorry.
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From:blond_not_blind
Date:March 9th, 2007 08:45 pm (UTC)
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Bunnies have it so easy - I bet there's not a one that has trouble conceiving!

I hope all goes well for you, you are so brave trying again.

*hugs*
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From:neeroc
Date:March 12th, 2007 03:09 am (UTC)
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And they get all the fun trying! Thanks.
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From:neeroc
Date:March 12th, 2007 03:09 am (UTC)
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I freaking hope so. This has been one hell of a weekend.
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From:aussieteddie
Date:March 9th, 2007 09:50 pm (UTC)
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*fingers crossed* wishing you all the best.
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From:neeroc
Date:March 12th, 2007 03:09 am (UTC)
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Thanks for the good wishes.
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From:jkolovos
Date:March 9th, 2007 11:28 pm (UTC)
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Wishing you all the luck in the world. Try to take a little time for yourself - as you know stress is not in your best interest right now (easier said than done I'm sure)
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From:neeroc
Date:March 12th, 2007 03:20 am (UTC)
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Good wishes are much appreciated. How do you have time to get to LJ? Have I mentioned how beautiful Elizabeth is? Or even congratulated you for that matter?!? That is the most awesome news.
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From:lynn
Date:March 10th, 2007 01:14 am (UTC)
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Best wishes!! If you need some advice or support while you go through this, the fertility forum at www.medhelp.org is the best!
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From:neeroc
Date:March 12th, 2007 03:10 am (UTC)
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I'll check them out! Sometimes I feel like such a babbling idiot. The hormones are running riot these days.
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From:tarheel_born
Date:March 10th, 2007 06:05 am (UTC)
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Sounds like things are going really well. Hope the hormones don't get you too down. And I hope you get some of those little ones to grow nicely but only some, k?
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From:neeroc
Date:March 12th, 2007 03:13 am (UTC)
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This cycle is definitely different from before, they are being a bit more aggressive, and yet taking longer to get me there. I think my ovaries scare them.

Today's fun was hot flashes! Now all I want is the pregnancy hormonalness *g*
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From:dadoffille
Date:March 10th, 2007 01:28 pm (UTC)
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You will be in my *thoughs* with the other round of IVF.

*HUGS* :)

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From:dadoffille
Date:March 10th, 2007 01:30 pm (UTC)
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oh, ps!

You are a very brave young woman, and something good is bound to happen! :)
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From:neeroc
Date:March 12th, 2007 03:11 am (UTC)
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Thanks very much Jude, I appreciate your support and encouragement. *hugs*
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